F YOU LAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I wont name names cos its not worth it. But I seriously hate it when somebody comes to tell me something that hes not even involved with. Or rather I dont know what you've been told. I know you care and everything but just f off please. Just when im getting past myself about my problem, you come and make me feel all pathetic. I may be struggling but Im doing good now.
Just talked to kania and I feel better now. Thanks babe (:

Okay I need to get back to studying.

Gawd time passes so fast.
Its already Wednesday night. 2 nights have gone.
& I seriously havent gotten much studying done.
I think im damn screwed.
Havent been keeping up to my study schedule. I think I need to spend less time stoning and on the comp. Lol.


Life's been such a bitch.
Being anti-social. Have been staying at home, only went to sch today to study.
Was in the library with Jerome Nick sx & Kevin. Sherry joined us after that. (:
Thank god for Kevin's aunt who sent me home, my bag was super heavy.

Oh oh oh kevin's story about his experience to geylang with his friend was damn funny he kept making us laugh!
He told it to us in Chinese and had to change to channel 5 for Sherry
& his translation was damn bad it was frigging funny.
But nonetheless kev owes me a treat at lorris. :D


& theres sarah's birthday this fri! Cant wait to see her with fay and clar (:


Okay I think I should seriously stop procrastinating and get down to serious studying.
I have to stop thinking about what to do after exams.
Need to go on a serious diet and lose some weight with Liwen Meredith and Melody.
Im so hyped thinking about going dance classes with Liwen. Yay.
& I really need some girl time with fay and the rest of mtfckes. (:


Some really old pic with Evan from class! I miss my hair. ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SHENNY YEH! (:
My first friend in SIM.
& we'll still so close to this day. <33

I've been really anti social and succeeding at it.
The whole weekend has been spent at my other condo at yewtee.
Been sleeping, eating, swimming& tanning, eating, sleeping. hahahaahha.
& I realized that yewtee shopping centre at the mrt is like 24 hrs apparently and theres a 24 hrs macs and kopitiam there. sweeeeeeeeet.
But I still dont want to move over there. Frigging far.
But I cant wait for the hols. Still got that party to hold mwen! :D
I need to start studying faster seriously.
I need that sense of urgency.
& I cant imagine how irritating it will be once my bangs grow longer and pokes into my eyes.
Random.

Hello world.
Its amazing how one week has passed and gone like that.
It feels like years since last week. Weird.
Anyway last sat my garage sale was like pretty okay I guess.
I didnt really earn that much but at least managed to get rid of some stuff.
I need more clothes. Im like running out of them.


Oh sunday was my mum's birthday.
Had bbq dinner at my new condo. Food was pretty good. (:


& this week was just pure torture. Physically and emotionally. :/
Eg. staying up the whole of Monday night util 7am to finish my bloody research paper.
Im so fucking glad that Im done and over with that, econs presentation and rp presentation.


Oh and econs presentation was fucking funny. I had to stop looking at jerome and david flinging their arms everywhere to distract and make me laugh. zz
But Will and I managed to catch jerome's attention when he was presenting and he laughed so badly he stopped for 5 secs. LOL.


Anyway, I am quite tired of everything, school and politics and friend problem etc.
Im just gonna be anti social from tomorrow onwards and study hard for my fucking finals.


Bye world. (:


Some old photos from mwen's birthday and jerome's birthday. (:

I really wonder when you'll know what you want. You're bringing me on a rollercoaster ride, but I wont complain. I worry for you in so many ways, you'd never know that but thats really okay I dont mind. I keep telling myself to let go, but i dont know why im still hanging in there, even though its so tiring. Fuck I have to stop being so emo.

emoooooooooooooooooooooo.
Is what I've been for the past week till wed night. (:
Im so glad that we talked about it, his response was unexpected though.
Vague, but still enough for me at least for now.


I realized that I really cant bottle things up inside me, I will break down at some point.
Such a loser I know. I can imagine mwen telling me that lol.


At least things have been sweeeeeeeeet since then, but still too early to tell.
Or maybe its just me being all smitten.
That I gotta learn how to control. I tend to gush all day, not a good habit.


Today was meredith's and jerome's birthdays.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE TWO OF YOU (:


Shit, I just realised I owe fucking alot of people their birthday presents.

Had their birthday dinner at ymca today, afterwhich rushed with Deuel to meet mwen & the rest to visit xinchee in the hospital.
I think he loves playing with his bed. Lol.
Had supper with ant deuel mwen at simpang, first timer.
Mwen, I knew you were gonna call us the fake simpang group. hahaha


GARAGE SALE TMR! Hope people will come down to support. (:


Sometimes, you make me wonder if all this is worth it. What are you thinking?

Hate That I Love You by Rihanna (feat. Ne-Yo)


As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh


Research paper=trouble=lazy=dont do

Liwen says im silly to say that i'll have a happier childhood if i live in the east. ):
But its true what. :x

Anw mwen's birthday celebration was a blast, I hope she really enjoyed it. (:
We went to butterfac in the end, cos apparently zouk was damn crowded.
Her friend jo had her friend to sign us in for free. yippee.
& we opened a bottle. made her drink pretty alot, but that stupid girl cant get drunk so easily. -.-

Even though it ended pretty awful, including me being locked out of my house. But nick and heath came back and we talked in the park till the sun came up. (:


& I had a damn eventful weekend. Was loving it actually, only some parts here and there was quite traumatizing.
On a random note, I aspire to be an honourable east-sider like efei, if im given the chance to do so and im welcomed. Hahaha. :D


Anyway on sat, I went to Deuel's house in the afternoon to study while he was playing his funny games. Lol.
He finally succumbed to wear jeans upon my advice, he was being so stubborn arguing with me that berms were fine. Hahaha.
Then we headed together to jerome's house for his birthday celebration. That was where the drama began.
You wouldnt want to believe it, ambrose and sx were there, and I walked in with Deuel.


Gawd, I swear I really wanted to just find a spot to hide.
Mel & andrew & gang: Terrie are you okay! You look very very traumatized. :x
I honestly pretty much was.
But it was okay after awhile I guess.
We couldnt make Jerome drunk, even though we really made him drink fucking alot. :/
But overall, my entire weekend was pretty great. (:


Oh but I feel really really really fucking bad that I didnt go for clarissa's birthday surprise in the end. Im really really really sorry I didnt call earlier. Sigh, my mom was giving me trouble. ):


I really fucking hate doing research paper. I still have a longgg way to go. Feeeeel the agonyyyy.

Highlight of the day: Today was mwen's birthday.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BABE! (:

Damnit, didnt take any photos with her today.
But there'll be tomorrow. I was her slave for the day only.

Cant wait for tmr! Damn psyched about it.
We sooo have to get her drunk tomorrow with the 17 shots we're getting her. Payback timee! :D


Finally got hooey online today. She made me a damn happy kid I dont think I'll be able to sleep hahaha. They're out for supper now.
Sometimes, I just wish I live in the East. I might have a happier childhood.

Anw, was talking to daryl just now for awhile. I felt like throwing a cake in his face. Lol.


daryl says:
understood alr no need to say you pretty right
daryl says:
HAAHA
the mysteries behind your words; says:
HAHAHAHAHA AYE GLIB TONGUE EH
daryl says:
of course baby
daryl says:
do you have a keyboard?
the mysteries behind your words; says:
huh what keyboard?! yeah im using my pc nw.
daryl says:
cos you're my type ;)
daryl says:
hahahaahahhahaha
daryl says:
nooooo shit




p.s. get outta my mind you ass.
oooo I have something to keeeeeep for now hahahahaha
& my blog isnt as high rated as mwen's so I think Im quite free to say things here. :D

Phew. All the photos and everything almost killed me.
But anyway its weird since how I know I have so much things to say here, but when I'm actually getting down to doing it, I dont know where to start.

Time flies and its been almost two months since it started and ended.
& even though it wasn't an easy journey, I just want to thank all my school friends who know what I'm talking about for everything they've done for me.
People like liwen, nick, jerome, mel, jamie, mwen, shenny, gabby, ant, deuel, leonard etc. (:


Liwen&gang: Things have changed and its natural it wont be the same anymore. But i guarantee you I really do miss spending time with yall. I do see yall around but its just different. We need quality time together. (:

& just shoutouts to some outside friends. (:

Fay: I really really do miss you like crazy, best friend. I know ive been busy with school, havent been meeting up with you guys. I dont like the feeling of being distant from you. ): But talking to you just makes me feel assured and makes me feel loved again, thats all I need to hear. Meetup soon my dear. (:

Janet: I dedicated one whole post to you already, you better read it & faster plan another outing. Miss you.

Mtfckes: We totally need another group outing again! Its been eonssss.

Farley: I know we've had our quarrels, ups and downs. But Im still glad that you're always there for me as my best friend, & Im sorry I havent done as much for you. Love you, best friend.

Enli: I can't wait until your Os are over! I miss the days fay you & me spent last time. It was the best. Even though we havent been talking much for really long, but you're still close to my heart & we'll meetup after your Os! Shopping shopping! :D

oooo I so have to blog about Halloween.
I celebrated Halloween on Saturday instead, last min decisions to go to the underaged party at Red Dot Museum, Paul Crosby's party.
Had dinner that day with shawn matt zd & shan.
Went back and spent a whole lot of time dressing up for Halloween, tried dressing the guys up too. Lol.
Shan was the cat, & I was supposedly the stripper/slut ahahahahaha.
Some sch friends came along too, Nick jerome sx lu & Will.
All I can say is, it was an interesting night. (:

Matt shan me (:

Zd!

Love the toilet there too.

Okay 2nd latest update! Last fri night.
Actually, I think everybody already knows about it cos its on mwen's blog. Lol. Embarrassing but ah wells. :/
Went to walawala with ant, mwen, gabby, kerri & her boyfriend.
But they left so early, leaving me & mwen and if you know mwen, you undeniably always end up being damn unglam.

Hahahahahaha okay mwen dont kill me, you know its true.
Don't worry, I still love you bitch (:


& under some circumstances, Deuel came down to join the fun, even though i dont really remember what happened mostly LOL.
& they still refuse to tell me what exactly I did, I'm still scratching my head. :/
& I look damn bad in the photo.

Deuel apparently. Lol.

& I shall dedicate this post specially for my found-bestfriend Nicholas Teo. (:

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY NICKKKK!

Btw he just turned 25 on the 29th.
& we went over to his place to surprise him!
We, meaning me jerome sx jo brian shem.

Of course, we really caught him unaware and it was super funny, cos he was sleeping when we crept into his house with a cake and everything. Shem took pictures and he managed to capture that super shocked candid face the moment he realized we were in his room hahahaha.
Anw i hope you like your surprise and the pink shirt we got you nick. :D

In any case, his birthday itself we went for his birthday dinner at sakae sushi at heeren.
& we finally bought our havianas! Love the green i got.

This was awhile ago, at arab street on a fateful fri night with mwen, nick, jerome, hooey,deuel & xinchee. Nick drove my car (:

This is bad. I always leave my blog dangling like that, leaving it to rot.
I have decided to make it a point to blog as often as I can, at least once a week. (:
& i have super alot of photos to upload yippeeeeeee


Anw this was weeks back, happened to meet with BFF janetchua! :D
It was like telepathy, i was studying at macs with nick and sx & she happened to be there too. Gawd i miss her.
AYE woman! what happened to the stayover last sunday huh! cupcakes brownies dvd marathon etc.

you goondo, faster call me (: